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I'm Not the Old Me

by Kale Beaudry

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Shadow,
Why do you make it so?
I thought I’d dealt with you
When this broken heart was blue
If you say so,
but there’s still much work to do
If you want me dead, then I’ll die
To try and find my truth
To try and find you
To love this heart turned blue

Woman,
You’ve made a man of me,
You’re in my mind
When I didn’t want to think
I love you so,
But there’s still much work to do,
You can’t love me now, so I’ll stay
To try and find my roots
I’ll burn up in this blaze
and choose this ashen place

I needed earthquakes
To learn I had to shake
I have been too proud
To speak my truth out loud
I needed heartbreak
To learn my time and place
I'll stand on broken ground
To teach a blue heart how

I’m confessin',
I tried to love the wind,
She whispered in my ear
You’re worth my love my dear
Then she left
Didn’t know she’d gone for good
So I held on to those words 'til I learned
The wind will feed those flames
If I try to love again
By holding on to change

I needed earthquakes
To learn I had to shake
I have been too proud
To be strong in your doubts
I needed heartbreak
To learn my time and place
I’ll stand on broken ground
Until this blue heart's found

It’s not the old me,
Why won’t you show me
I'm not the only one
Feeling lonely?
It’s not my story,
I said I’m sorry,
I'm not the old me,
I love you, Colby.

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released February 4, 2019
Mastered by Brock McFarlane of CPS Mastering, Vancouver, BC.

Acoustic Guitar, Vocals,
Percussion, Piano, Banjo, & Whistles: Kale Beaudry
Background Vocals: Jess Vaira
Electric Bass: Michael Averill
Electric Guitar: Samuel Romero

Song & Lyrics by Kale Beaudry

Cover Art by Victor Menendez Fernandez
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Kale Beaudry Salt Spring Island, British Columbia

Kale Beaudry doesn't enjoy writing about himself in the third person.

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